Be who you are and say what you feel...

“Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind.” ― Dr. Seuss

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

As things move along...

So I guess one could say things are going great...that one would be lying...
Whoever said college are they best years of your are a liar...

Enough with the sadness...for now

Camp Teams are now set and I must say I am honestly really excited...most of the time..
Sometimes I wonder if my personality is going to be too much for the ministry position,,,
Apparently I am over confident, over productive, plan too much, too organized, and competitive. Correct me if I am wrong but I did not think ALL of those were bad things...oh well

Still trying to decide where I am going to do my internship and what I am going to do with my life.
My dream come true would be for the position of my dreams to magically appear and they want to hire me. When I watch those kids sit on the side of the sanctuary I am so excited for what their lives can become and I just want to be apart of this wonderful things that is happening. Is this all too much for a girl to ask...I guess so.

I just want it to all be okay...and I'm not sure when it will be...
I just need an internship and I need to know where my life is going... Sometimes I want to read the back of the book or even just the front panel to see where all of this is going...but I guess that is cheating... For now well...sit back, relax (yea right) and hold on tight for the next half of this crazy ride.

1 comment:

  1. I'm not close to graduating or anything, but I seem to be having problems similar to yours except mine isn't about the ministry... It's about friendships... Apparently I'm too much for people to handle... I've toned down so much, but I feel like they should have at least talked to me about how they felt about me instead of all of a sudden telling me that I'm too much. Where is the friendship and loyalty there? I'm pretty scared that it will be a problem when it comes to ministry and actually making friends that I need, and keeping them.. Ya know? I can't even remember the last time that I had a truly close friend. Seems like I'm just wasting time even trying.

    I'm praying for you! You better do the same for me ;)